do you guys just ever miss someone so much that they’re constantly on your mind and you can’t really do anything about it so you just end up screaMING IN FRUSTRATION
my hands are always cold so can you please come here and warm them up for me
I wish we had all the time in the world to spend it with each other, but the world won’t allow us.
I want to kiss you instead of miss you. I want to hug you instead of my pillow. I want you here beside me instead of in my dreams. I just want you instead of anyone else.
So I gave pictures to my boyfriend of me all dressed up and nice looking but he was like “I want natural pictures of you, you know, without your hair all perfected, just your normal self” and so I gave him some and he told me I looked beautiful in my messy natural state and I’m just happy that someone loves me for me when I thought no one could.
I’d be lying if I said you weren’t on my mind.
I GUESS NOT.
Sigh, I got pulled in.
I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t resist. Maybe we must have acted too hastily. I really thought I could do it, but I couldn’t. We’re together again. Lawrence really did fight for me I suppose you could say, even though I thought he wouldn’t. I really thought I couldn’t handle being in a long distance relationship anymore. Even now it’s a struggle to continue a long distance relationship, but I’ll try harder.
Thank you guys though for the support. It helped. BUT I HOPE THIS ALL MAKES YOU HAPPY TOO. We’re going to try a little bit harder. I guess we couldn’t completely let go of each other. It was too hard.
I love you guys and thanks for the kind words again!
I don’t want distance to tear us apart.
I don’t want real life to tear us apart.
But it’s just getting so damn difficult.
“I don’t need memories. Wherever you are, as long as you exist, that’s enough.”
I watched a veterans video in class and saw all these reunions and couples finally being able to see each other again and I just literally balled my eyes out cause it’s so amazing how much emotion there is and how you can see the love in their eyes and how it was all worth the wait and it’s just so great
Every part of me wishes I could be with you right now, even though everything seems to be trying to keep us apart.