Those arguments that aren’t even worth getting upset or stressed out over. Those arguments that shouldn’t cause us to fall apart. Those arguments that make things worse instead of make things stronger. I’m just so tired of them. I just want to be happy with you without having to argue about the things that don’t even matter.
I’m afraid to lose you. Sometimes, I may hide that feeling, but I really am afraid. We’ve been through so much together, we’ve made so many memories together, and to just throw it all away and not create more would be horrible. To have you suddenly disappear from my life is a scary thought. To become strangers again. I’m afraid to lose someone that means so much to me.
I can see us being together, in our own place, being able to wake up every morning. I can see us cooking together in our kitchen and just being silly. I can see us have an amazing family and have the best holidays ever. I can see us together, living happily forever, in our future.
It’s really hard to believe someone like you would like someone like me. I don’t think I’m all that great and I feel like I’m a hard person to love and be with. You have no idea how thankful and happy I am that you’re with me and that you’ve still been sticking around. I’m so lucky to have someone who truly wants to be with me because they genuinely like me.
I want you to be by my side, helping me through my struggles and my pain, to comfort me. I want you to be here to support me through everything. I want you here so we can do silly, cute things together. So we can cuddle and do what the cute couples do. I want you here so you can hold my hand. So you can give me a hug every time I need it. To go through this life together. I want you here with me, always and in return, I’ll always be there for you.