“You will get your heart broken. It will hurt. A lot. You will piece it back together and it will get shattered again. And again. And again. And it will hurt every time. Your heart will break over things that have nothing to do with significant others. You will have your heart broken when you don’t get the job you really wanted. You will have your heart broken when your parents get sick and you can’t fly home to see them. You will have your heart broken when your best friend moves away. But every time you do, that feeling is a reminder that you cared about something and you took a risk and you put yourself on the line and, most importantly, that you’re alive.”
20 Things I’d Wish I’d Known at 20 (via quotethat)
i love necks for so many reasons.
- bite them
- lick them
- kiss them
- suck on them
- smell them
- nuzzle them
- and just press your face against them and breathe in the other person
I don’t want distance to tear us apart.
I don’t want real life to tear us apart.
But it’s just getting so damn difficult.
I want you to have sex with me, but more importantly,
I want you to tell me your deepest thoughts at 3 am, and get goosebumps when I kiss your ear, and hold my hand when I’m nervous. I want for you to read me your favorite books, and to help me study.
I want you.
I read your blog every now and then just to make myself cry. I don't know, it probably seems weird. Sometimes after I cry I just feel better. But lately it hasn't been happening, the feeling-better part. I can't stop thinking about wanting to kill myself. My situation with my LDBF will never get better. My family is very racist and they will never changed. I'm Asian like you. They won't change, guaranteed... It's either them or my boyfriend... I just want to disappear forever.
I really honestly, hope to god, you do not.
It’s not right that you have to choose between family or a relationship. They shouldn’t even make you decide. Are there problems going on with your bf? Or is it because of your family’s opinions that’s causing the problems in your relationship? Are you happy with him?
Don’t give up just yet. If you’re still in your teens, you still have time. You still have new people to meet, still have a chance to grow and soon enough you’ll be old enough to do what you want. My parents, stereotypical as they are, won’t bother me as much or be strict as much when I’m in my mid-20s or so. They seem like they’ll never change, but they just might. Who knows from now, right?
You deserve a chance at happiness and sooner or later your parents will have to understand that. They can’t keep you controlled and make decisions for you forever.
By the way, I’m always here if you need to talk. Even an e-mail away. You’re not alone and I hope you keep on living, because there are people who care, you just may not realize/know it. stay strong lovely.